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I fell in love.. and really got hurt.... but God helped me get back on my feet again
A couple months ago, i met a guy that was 7 years older than me. He had just become a Christian, so I was excited to be apart of this stage in his life. I ended up falling in love with him, and he said that he loved me too. Now, I'm the type of girl that will tell people that they don't need to do impure sexual things with others until thye're married and its not impure anymore. But, this guy ( i was 16 at the time) really swept me away. He was always telling me how I looked more and more beautiful every day, and that i was so mature and hotter than all my other friends... and all that kind of stuff that girls like to hear. So.. he was the first guy i kissed, and even though i thought i was strong enough to stand up against anything, i ended up doing things with him that i swore to myself i would never do. I felt like such a hypocrite. He eventually convince me that what we were doing wasn't that bad, and got me to stop feeling guilty about it all. Well... he left me after two months.. we had never went out, and everything we did was kept a secret. IT turns out he was keeping it quiet because he was also fooling around with one of my best friends and she had no idea.. neither did I. He had never loved me, like he said he had, and everything with him turned out to be a lie... Me and my girl friend ended up talking it out, but i was really hurt. I didn't want to get close to any guys any more, and i felt as though i couldnt escape from my sin. I confessed to my friends what I had done.. but one of them told me i should tell my parents.. that was the hard part. But they took it very well, and I knew God was with me when i confronted them. I felt as though a huge wieght was lifted off of me, and i was finally able to let it go. I have forgiven the guy.. but he still wont talk to me cuz the thinks ill get mad at him. I hope one day he realizes that all i want is for him to come back to God, and away form the drugs he's returned to. I have recently been prophicied to that God has made me clean again, because he saw how desprately i was trying to become pure again. I thank God for bing there for me through everything, and for giving me understanding friends and family.
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