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A couple months ago i met this guy who was 7 years older than me. I was 16 at the time. I was really strong with God, and i was always the friend that told others not to do impure things with men when your not married to them and things like that. Well, i was crazy about this guy, and he was so sweet, telling me how beautiful i was and everything, and how he wanted to run off and marry me. He had just become a Christian, so i was excited to also be helping him with his walk with God. But, i fell for him.. hard. and he was the first person I had ever fallen in love with, and he said he loved me too... I ended up doing impure sexual things with him (which i had sworn to myself i would never do). i began to feel dirty, but he got me convinced that it wasn't that bad, and to stop feeling guilty... we fooled around for about two months, then he left me and went back into doing drugs and drinking. it turns out he was also fooling around with one of my best friends, and she had no idea. i was so hurt, and wanted to shut all men out of myu life and never love again. but i fanally opened up to my friends and confessed to them what i had done with him.. and i confessed to my parents
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