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Have you ever woken up and said this ends with me I will not let this hold me back no matter my past no matter who did what I am who I am supposed to be and I will be that person and it starts today with all the might in me and all the faith I can build up I will………………
Have you ever curled up in a ball in your shower as the water hits you and just cried?
Have you ever cried so hard, that you couldn't breathe?
Have you ever had someone stab you in the back when they were your friend and then be punished for it in the end?
Have you ever loved someone so much, but they never understood?
Have you ever been abused for being bad, when you were trying so hard to be good?
Have you ever cried a billion tears, asking God "why?", and do you know how it feels to fall asleep at night, wishing you would die?
Have you ever cut your wrist just to stop the pain and control the bleeding
Have you ever had a man take your innocence, and throw it out the door?
And you live each day in fear, wondering if he'll come back for more...
Have you ever had girl threaten to take your life when there your best friend in a bowling alley bathroom and you were so shocked and so hurt you couldn’t even stand up and fight, funny thing about that night my pastor stood back and didn’t even notice that fight I tuck off and cried wishing I could just die?
Have you ever thought you could trust someone, but they just throw you around, and you try so hard to hold back the tears, as you hit the ground?
Do you really know what it feels like, to have your heart get burned?
Have you ever left your house, unsure if you'll return?
Have you even seen your parents fight so much that they smash in to each other with there own cars?
Have you ever gotten to the point the pain is so strong that you just stop feeling and caring?
Have you ever looked to the stars at night, and prayed for the pain to end? Begging please just take it away, and the next day you feel it again?
Have you ever been so far away, from the only one you ever loved?
Have you ever told yourself to hold on, please don't fall apart?
Have you ever told your self I am nothing like her even though she is your mother?
Have you ever thought about your past, and just wished it wasn't real?
Have you ever been face to face with rape, and you can't pull away?
Do you know how it feels when you can't move, you just let him have his way?
and you can't think, can't even breath, don't even get a chance to fight, you know what is happening to you but you cant move or even scream, and every-time you think about that night, all you want to do is cry?
Have you ever had that happen to you not just once not just twice but by three different men two of them your family?
Have you ever woken up and said this ends with me I will not let this hold me back no matter my past no matter who did what I am who I am supposed to be and I will be that person and it starts today with all the might in me and all the faith I can build up I will………………
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ow my gosh thank you i think i can make it through if you can 
