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there are other ways to do things, you don't just have to give up. I've struggled with depression thoughts on suicide, cutting for years....
I kno life is hard at times, and the things and thoughts that we go through may seem over whelming at times. And at times you may feel like you want to give up. And even if thats not you, to think on these thoughts, Its going to happen. But to think and to act are two different things. I think these thoughts very often, And I may myself have acted on these thoughts. But I didn't go through with anything obviously since I’m sitting here typing this all out. Life is hard at times, And it often throws you obstacles. But if you were to give up on these things, and let these feelings and thoughts over power you and win, What does that say about you?? Nothing. You gotta be strong, and hold on. Not give up, Not let things take over. And I kno that your prolly sayin "well I just can't do it" "I don't kno how" That’s not good enough! Its NEVER good enough. You CAN do it, and you do kno how. I myself didn't think I could do it, I didn't think I knew how. But my best friend has jus told me the other day, "I knew you could do it". And those words from her, They jus give me more strength and more power to keep going, to keep bein strong. And I’m not sure if she knew that those simple lil words made a big impact in my life, but they did. And I have faith in everyone who wants to try to get there life back on track. To stop these bad feelings, To not give up, To stop cutting. To jus be a stronger you. I kno you can do it, just look deep down inside you. Its been 3 months, Since I last cut. And I am proud of myself. And I’ve had other people tell me that they are proud of me, And that makes me want to keep going. And even through its been hard and a struggle for me, I didn't give up. If you do end up messin up, It's okie. That doesn't make you a failure, it doesn't make you weak. Jus start over, Give it one day at a time... And pretty soon, Days will go by months will go by that you haven’t cut, Like me 3 months. I would have never through I’ve been able to go this long. And there has been times that I have wanted to give in to the urge, But I didn't. Imma quote what I’ve said in my last story I wrote on here and it made me proud and happy to see that what I’ve said made someone feel better.. ""If you are like me, and on the road to recovery, and you do slip up like I’ve done many times just kno that its not the end of the road, Its jus the starting". And that’s true. it helps to talk to someone as well, And if you ever need someone to talk to, to vent to, I am here you can email me at
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xoxo
Megan
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