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Hey, I'm 18 years old and have been struggling with SI for 5 years now. So here is my story..
I started cutting at age 13. I remember my first time i cut, I was really upset with alot of thing's at the time. And i threw a CD and it broke. There was a sharp peice i took that and i carved in my leg the word "die" i wanted to die at the time. But when i was done cutting i felt a sense of release i liked it. So everytime i got up, I would cut. And now i'm 18 years old. And thing's have been getting worse cutting deeper. I'm on the road to recovery now though. I want to stop cutting. I'm tired of hiding in the dark all the time for the things i did to myself. I have the bestest friend who is always by myside. She helps me through anything and everything. So i have her support. Its going to be hard i understand that, But i'm going to do this. I need this. I've been cut free for 3 days now. It's just a start. and hopefully i will go for more days. I hope anyone out there who cuts knows there NOT alone. That there is always someone there to help. I found help through myspace. I have alot of friends out there who help me out on my myspace. and i've never met them in real life. If you want to contact me on there heres my link www.myspace.com/mommytoanangel_X I love helping people out. I will try my best to do so. But if you are like me and on the road to recovery, and you do slip up like i've done many times just know that its not the end of the road its just the start. Your going to slip up your going to get mad people are going to get mad at you, But if this is really what you want then you Will do it. I've been through alot in my life, And found a way of hope through SI. But its going to change now! And i hope everyone out there is safe and just be strong!!
xoxo
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