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it all started when i was about 3 years old and i was molested by my cousins. it was hard i mean i didnt know that it was wrong and ialso couldnt help what happened.. it is still hard to talk about and i am now 17 years old.. it has been better but life was never the same as it was befor the abuse.
later in my life i was starting to realze what had happened and that it wasnt wright. nobody took me for any type of counselling because, well i was only 3 and i will never remember it. well the thing is that i do remember. I started to neglect myself by not taking care of my personal hygene. i started to cut myself and became very depressed. i couldnt tell anyone because i couldnt open up to anyone. later my parents found out that i was cutting and they got mad becasue i had no reason toi cut... they took me to a hospital to get help and i am glad that they did. when i was released from the hospital my parents blammed me for everything that has ever happened in their life. i was sick of everything that was happening to me and decided to run away and ended up in foster care... after about a year in foster care my cousin decided to take me in. i have been alot better now that i have been able to talk to people and have people in my life that care about me. they help me in every way that they can to help me over come the abuse and the cutting. i cant imagine life if i didnt find help and if i didnt leave the un healthy environment that i was living in. now i have been done cutting for about 7 months and when i feel the need to cut i just go and talk to my cousins or i make an appointment to talk to my counsellor.
I just wish that teenagers that have problems like this to talk to someone. it is better and no matter how hard your life may seem.. there is always a light at the end of the tunnel. i didnt think that but you just need to let someone in your life that you can talk to trust me in the end it is worth it..
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